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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

highly lowly

I get overly excited. I rush at the potential of things, childlike and full-on, impulsive in the extreme and extremely lacking in that zen-ist of qualities, patience. and this is why the ups - oh the swooping joyful ups - are always followed by deeplowly empty downs. The rushes get rusher, higher, buzzer, but the swinging dullness that follows, and the deep long aching. I'm learning though. I'm learning. I'm making mistakes and I'm learning. I'm learning not to wallow in the hollows. Not to dwell on the flip side of life for too long, but to dust off, chalk another one up to experience, and find the way out. Because even if the falls are vertiginous, and the tops-of-the-worlds tumble, the thing I've learned is that it can work the other way too, gravity-defyingly upside-down-fallingly out of the holes. Things can pull me up as fast as the plummets. I can pull me up. Blessed be the years that taught me that.

4 Comments:

Blogger zincwaverider said...

Definetely a winning blog! the creator must be a winner too... I wish someone would give me some tips on my sites so I could make them great like this.
Your words are powerful and you use them wisely, thank you.

~ good job / keep it up!
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2:23 p.m.  
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2:13 p.m.  
Blogger squeef said...

I always knew my sister was a genius!

2:29 p.m.  
Blogger Mike Sox said...

Wow sounds like what I used to be like before They gave me pharmaceuticals. Now I'm just knumb. With the help of more drugs the highs come back but they don't last very long. I usually end up with the munchies.

Fresh air is good for you. Water. and fresh apples too. I colored leaf is good for the eyes. and a childs laugh is good for the ears.

Enjoying my numbness. you?

6:06 p.m.  

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